

Before you read, listen.
This video is a channeled activation from the Divine Feminine Council, received through me for the woman who is ready to lead from her inner wisdom.
It’s not scripted or planned; it came through in the exact moment it was meant to.
Take a breath. Press play, and then continue reading.
For years, I was thriving in the business world and quietly hiding the deepest part of myself. The part that actually made me powerful. My spiritual side, my depth.
When I was a teenager, my dad left the corporate world due to burnout and became an intuitive healer. So, I grew up in a family where spiritual topics and intuitive healing were normal dinner-table conversations, and already in 2003, I was taught how to meditate, do energy healings and see life from a new perspective.
But outside of our home, many people didn't understand it. Even some of my friends couldn't accept my dad’s new job. I was bullied about it and because of that, I learned to fully hide that aspect of me. Not because it was wrong, but because I didn't feel safe to be seen as I am.
Years later, when I entered the business world, hiding it had become second nature. It is strange how easy it felt, yet at the same time you have this ache within you as people aren’t seeing all of you.
My closest friends didn’t even know that I could do energy healing and that I had clairvoyant visions. But the more I opened myself in the spiritual world, alone at home, the more it started shining through me. Hiding it was becoming impossible.
At work, when I really trusted someone, I let them see that side of me. Slowly more people started seeing it also. I felt more accepted. Some of them brought their crystals and second-hand items to work asking me to clear the energies of these items. While others wanted to experience my intuitive healing session.
When I left the corporate world to start my own business, I knew deep within me that this next chapter would be about connecting my inner wisdom with my business. But I also knew that claiming that meant I had now decided to walk through the next level of this self-healing journey of showing who I truly am.
The first big step on that journey came at the Crush Movement event in 2024, where I spoke live on stage. The night before, I hardly slept. My whole body was trembling with fear. I knew what this gig really meant. It wasn’t just my first speaking gig; it was the first time I was bringing spirituality into a business setting, in front of people who didn’t know me.
And of course, it woke up all those old memories from my teenage years when being spiritual wasn’t accepted, and I learned that visibility could be unsafe.
That night was a true inner battle between who I used to be and who I was becoming. But, when I got to the stage, something within me had shifted. I had never felt before as authentic as I was in front of an audience - and I felt fully welcomed as I was.
Since then, step by step, I have felt more safe to open more of myself to the business world by leading healing meditations for businesswomen in a conference, and now channeling 5-minute frequency shift videos here in Crush Movement Media.
Each of these steps still keep asking me to look within - to cultivate inner safety, rewire my nervous system, trust my wisdom more, and face my fears to heal myself.
The biggest shift I’ve experienced has been moving from believing it wasn’t acceptable or even necessary to show my depth and spiritual side in business, to realizing how completely wrong that belief was.
I was never meant to hide it, but instead let my inner wisdom lead.
Because, your inner wisdom is what connects you with deeper fulfillment. And when you build your business from that depth, you finally know that you are on the right, unique path. The one you were always meant to walk.
That is the essence of my work now, mentoring women founders, entrepreneurs, and CEO's to design and realign their businesses to reflect who you truly are, so your business feels unmistakably yours.
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Essi Koski-Lammi is a Feminine Executive & Business Coach, Wellbeing Trailblazer, Intuitive Healer, and Conscious Interior Designer. Through her work, she helps women entrepreneurs reconnect with their inner wisdom and bring that alignment into the way they live, lead, and build their businesses. Her approach integrates business and marketing strategy, conscious design, feminine leadership, and deep inner work to create true Spaces of Wellbeing. Read more: www.essikoskilammi.com
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